I hate how much you've changed.

What would you say if I,
Told you that all I thought about,
Is you since you've been gone.

I wish someway somehow,
I could turn this world right back around,
and the mistakes I've made.

So that I could say to you that:
I know things aren't quite like what they used to be.
Different faces, different places
Yea, We can try,
Oh yea, we can try.

What would you say if I,
Told you that I'm not giving up,
However long it takes.

Its clear that things have changed,
Since when we started but we can't
Just walk away babe.

So I'm telling you that:

I know, things aren't quite like what they used to be.
Different faces, different places,
Yea, we can try,
Oh yea, we can try.
[x4]

This song, is my life.

I miss being,







your best friend. Comeback to me =\

love will tear us apart again.


When routine bites hard
and ambitions are low
And resentment rides high
but emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways,
taking different roads

Love, love will tear us apart again
And love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

Why is this bedroom so cold?
Turned away on your side.
Is my timing that flawed,
our respect runs so dry?
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives

Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
And love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep?
All my feelings exposed.
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can't function no more?

When love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
And love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

I am miserable.

Fml.

Seriously, meeting panic twice last night, its never made me happier.


I'll never live that night down,seriously too many good things happened.

Jennet and me got barricade even though we had meet and greet, because zack was awesome.(picture up sometime soon.)

We met this really nice girl in line, who ended up getting slapped in the face after when panic came out, and zack hugged her and told us how to shank people lawl.(then he told her where she could find chris from dashboard)

And alex from the cab basically was ontop of this girl all night, but he was ontop of me for one song which was cool. I've never realized how much I love them(the cab).

But panic, when they came out I was so stoked, I love them so much. And the fact that I met them made my day.

Then after the show, my favorite local jokes where outside! And mike was all "don't forget lacrosse!" cause he remembers me but opps me and linds called scotty mike :| ohwell. He laughed with us.

But it was a good car ride home, and the ride there was even better.
I don't think I've been so happy or serious at a show.
And dude every dashboard fangirl was on my nuts, and it bugged me only when the girl was basically grinding me :|.

But otherwise the show was so fucking amazing, thank god we had pit.


Iloveyoujennet for that.

that icon.

I'm stoked, because tomorrow I get to reply last friday,

again<3333

my mom claims that i never hang out with her anymore =/
so she wont let me hang out with anyone until i do.



shes so dumb.

I shouldnt be so happy too hang out with him tomorrow,


but i am.



and that worries me.


i have so much homework too do,
but i never want to do it.

...


its like day three without ruby,

and I'm going crazy,

this isn't fun at all
i should have just let her be.



BEST BUY SEND ME AN UPDATE!=[

my brother took back the damn razor
so now i have no phone.


wow fml.



=/

i miss ruby.


like no other.

im expecting the worst from andrew,
and i really shouldnt ...


i dont know what i should do.
and i need to just stop lurking him and allow myself to chill.


but i just fucking cant.

Camera Can't Lie, in 4dayz

touch, lying on the floor
wishing this could last
but knowing that it can't
and soon you will leave
and i will be on the floor,
watching the tv, trying hard to find a reason to move
i'm frozen in one place, staring at the screen
listening to the rain falling on the street
some days go on too long
and no one can hang out tonight
here, where the carpet is cool and soft,
underneath the clock i feel my weary heart is put to rest
you gather around your friends
the connection that you feel when the night has not yet died
you are new with a promise of a love
you will probably never find
and touch that you can really feel
the brokenness inside as hope and less collide
now nothing is real
(you are new and near now to someone you used to love
when you were young; when all was gold and you two touched
and felt the flutter underneath your skin. you stood in glowing rooms,
the light dripping from both of you.
and nothing since has felt as radiant or real.)
and there is nothing more i want than just one night
that's free of doubt and sadness
one night that i can really feel.




-bright eyes, touch

my mom said she'll sign the paper for me to get any piercing i want
OH but what should i get?
seriously i has no idea?


my sister and me when through a few
and
i narrowed it down
Monroe(oppisite side of my sistah!)
Lip(left side<3 cause left side strong side(actually i like my left better, cause i write with it(when it comes to handz)))
Labret
Nose(she says i should do a ring tbh)



answers this?

Hair blowing in the hot wind
Time hanging from a clothes pin
There's no sorrow that the sun's not gonna help

Smell the leather of your new car
Drive through the desert after night fall
Sleep on the shoulder keep the stars all to ourselves

The kinda love that makes my back hurt
Wearing nothing but a t-shirt
She's turning over on a mattress made of air

I close my eyes I see a stair case
Leading upwards into blank space
All of creation makes a sound too soft to hear

So I remain between her legs
Sheltered from all my fears
While bikers glide by highway shrines
Where pilgrims disappear

I know that trouble's been your good friend
Keep you company on the weekends
Keep you company even once your mind was made

Said it's over and it's finished
Now a headache is all you're left with
We're no different I got debts I'd like to pay

We should move to Sausalito
Living's easy on a house boat
Let the ocean rock us back and forth to sleep

In the morning with the sunrise
Look in the water see the blue sky
As if heaven has been laid there at our feet

So we remain between these waves
Sheltered for all our years
While bikers glide by highway shrines
Where pilgrims disappear

Where time takes icebergs
Where fields burn westward
Where pilgrims disappear